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I'm still here! Work just cuts doubly from me: first, in that suddenly my day's cut in half, and second in that it uses energy that I then have to recover by resting, which cuts away more still of my day. As a result, I don't get much time to write posts or things of the sort after I've done both work and my daily routine. (But what can one do?)

Speaking of which, the work I'm doing (connecting-libraries-together sort of programming, as opposed to algorithm-invention sort of programming, so to speak :) ) reminds me how (oddly?) conservative I am, even though I spend so much time on technology. Everybody's going nuts over the whole smartphone concept, and I go "huh, I only need a phone to call others with, and barely even that". Then people go even more nuts over Apple's particular variant and I'm left scratching my head, thinking about how what you buy shouldn't define you[1].
I turn my head, and (this is where work comes in) outsourcing chunks of logic seems to be all the rage. Software as a service, get someone else to do everything you don't want to do and then link their "libraries" to your program through API calls, and if you can do it really well, call it cloud-based. I suppose I can see the benefit in it from a business point of view, but to my sense of aesthetics, it just seems... disconnected, fragmented, hard to pin down.
I turn my head again, and there's one company wanting to make ordinary computers' interfaces look like tablets' without minding the different input methods and screen sizes. Meanwhile, in another organization, the product manager moves to an extremely rapid release schedule, and when companies complain, said product manager says that's okay, because companies don't count anyway.

Maybe the technological acceleration turned my personal inflection point and it's just going too fast now. Or maybe my interest in technology is secondary, and it's taken me up to this point to really see it. Whatever is going on, it seems there's a mismatch between what we could broadly call advancement and what (I/people) can manage. If you really want to stretch it, you could say that my critters each represent their own solutions to this mismatch: the Vasai, in altering the advancement (since their technology advances relatively slowly - or has, so far); and the corvids, in altering themselves (so they can stand the pace, although even they give the external impression of careful deliberation and planning).

I have to think more about this - when I have the time - but distinguishing what's strange because of oneself (i.e. a lack of congruence between oneself and the world), and what's strange on a larger scale (having a lack of congruence between parts of society), is very hard. I only have this one mind with which to observe, after all.

[1] Although I guess that particular trick is quite old, it doesn't do anything for me. "Buy X to show you're Y!" Well, I know whether or not I am Y, I don't need to buy something to be secure in my knowledge. Perhaps this is because I don't deal all that much with others and so don't feel the need to manage what impression I give off? Or perhaps I just see through it. Who knows?

Date: 2011-10-06 09:22 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] lhexa
The world could use being a little more rational :)

As always! But I think I'm learning the trick of indifference to unimportant things -- which, if you believe the Stoics, is the same thing as peace of mind.

Progress in computing, in turn, causes progress elsewhere. The one thing I can most readily think of is science.

Heh, I was careful to say "technology" and not "science". A great deal of science has no, or at least no immediate, technological application -- most of general relativity and particle physics, for instance. Also, the gain experience by science by a gain in computing power is way sublinear -- I'd say it's logarithmic, at a guess. That is, as computing power grows exponentially, the number of scientific advances that can be made with that power grows linearly.

...I think spending a year and a half as a computational physicist left me a bit doubtful about the ability of computing to help science -- I mean, it does, but the problem of chaos shows up everywhere. (Also, I think you'd enjoy this tidbit: looking at the class of dynamical systems that are finite-dimensional and Hamiltonian, the set of non-chaotic systems are countably infinite, while the set of chaotic systems are uncountably infinite. That's stretching it a little -- the distinction is actually solvable versus unsolvable, which itself is a technical definition -- but I probably lack the ability to explain better.)

I really do hope I can make this career work, though... it would be nice to have one of the increasingly rare jobs that isn't the equivalent of pushing bits of paper around. I want to take part in actual progress, not consume false progress.

Date: 2011-10-10 02:25 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] lhexa
(Alternately, you could deliberately decide to do your thing and let the world do its thing, but that, too, requires a certain degree of strength - in that case, of independence - so that if you guess incorrectly, you're not affected.)

I think this ties into your notion of congruence, actually... if you're congruent enough, you could (implicitly) reason, "I am human, therefore what matters to humanity matters to me," and just go along with whatever is occupying humanity. If you're not very congruent, you would have to find some basis for what does and does not matter to you, other than what matters to humanity.

Making GPS accurate and designing nuclear reactors?

I said "most"! Also, nuclear reactors wouldn't need general relativity, just special relativity.

It seems, though (even if I'm no expert here), that the actual data-gathering has improved quite a bit, and made possible investigation in areas that earlier were quite dark.

That's a good point. I was thinking of physics, where the main application of computing is simulation. But there are plenty of sciences where data collection and data parsing are what you need computers for.

Is that right?

I'm not sure what you mean. For a linear accelerator, beam energy does increase linearly with accelerator length. However, this won't do you much good if the energy scales you want to investigate (say, the energy scale of electroweak/strong unification) require accelerator lengths on the order of AUs, as in fact they do. (Quick calculation: the ILC will have a length of 50 km and an energy of 1 TeV. Unification is predicted to occur around 10^16 GeV, for a 5*10^14 km accelerator. That's about a twentieth of a light year.)

...but if I wanted something in that direction, I should have endured the educational system, I guess.

Hmm. I suppose the current job could lead into a better programming job, or you could make it past the busywork and move on to less trivial tasks.

Date: 2011-11-08 06:47 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] lhexa
Yeah, I meant congruence to humanity. But I question this: That said, knowing what really matters to humanity is hard, because there are so many things in the way. I'm not sure there's an extra category of things that really matter to humanity, hidden somewhere behind what seems to matter to it.

I hope the "ooh, shiny!" is a temporary thing, though.

I dunno... the impulse itself is not bad. What's bad is losing one's perspective among the shiny things.

Could circular or wakefield accelerators make unification scales feasible?

Circular are limited by cyclotron radiation, so I don't think they scale as well as linear accelerators. Wakefield accelerators (which I worked on for a year and a half!) are, first, not yet proven to be viable, and second, better suited as pre-accelerators than main accelerators, because they don't scale in a predictable way. You change the parameters of your plasma and laser and hope that it gives a larger charge and energy -- and if you're my old group, you then find out that the experiments don't back up your simulations. :P

So there are two ways this could change. I could get the papers I require by studying and taking tests off-work time, or/and I could keep working and then have that "job experience" everybody's looking for.

Any more thoughts about this in the delay of my reply? :P

Date: 2011-12-03 03:06 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] lhexa
Just the "fumbling in the darkness of parameter space where each parameter affects the whole system in complex ways" part of it :)

Yep, that was the way of it!

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